The Not-So-Normal Gal

So a couple of days back a weird thing happened to me. I was talking to a friend of mine and we got to the topic of food and meals and stuff. I personally have three meals a day, two glasses of milk and a snack in the evening which I think is good enough. But then he said something that actually pissed me off. "Yeah that's good but you look malnourished." LIKE WTF? Do you know how bad I felt? Okay to give you perspective, I'm 5'2", 90 pounds, 24" waist and 26" right above the hip. I'm tiny, I agree but I'm healthy. I'm not anorexic, anemic or bulimic. I AM HEALTHY. I have above average stamina, I participate in sports, I exercise daily. I am anything but malnourished and I love my body just the way it is. I used to think I'm too skinny but now I love me.  Same goes for the people who weigh more than average, if you're healthy and you body is not misbehaving then fuck the haters and the people who say you need to loose weight, ...

Do you ever feel like you're a convenience? Like people only talk to you because you're in front of them? Lately I've been feeling that even though I shouldn't because I have great friends and family and they care but you one once in a while it wouldn't hurt them to show it. It's been what, a week since since school broke for summer and guess how many times somebody has started a personal conversation with me. Twice. I don't know why I'm felling extra crappy about it today but for once I'd like to be a priority to someone.  My boyfriend's nan died two weeks so he's with his family and for that I really can't blame him. Each person has a coping mechanism and he chose to shut down and I respect that.   i don't know what to do really. I'm a very social person, I like talking. It's not that I can't spend time with myself (I love me time) but you know that too gets draining after a while.  Sometimes I feel like I give pe...

6 Ways To Survive A  Long Distance Relationship  PREACH 1. Find a messenger that works for the both of you. A few examples are WhatsApp, Kik, imo, Viber and shiz like that. I highly recommend WhatsApp because it practically has everything except for video calling which bring me to my next point. (Not Snapchat because we all know you'd want to re read your conversation over and over) 2. Skype. It's your saving grace. Now, I only recommend Skype for video calling. I really don't like the texting interface, The face to face (well, over the web face to face) is so important. It gives a sense of closeness that you can't really get otherwise. NOTE: DON'T BE CLINGY. DON'T BE EXCESSIVE IN TEXTING/CALLING. But also wish each other good morning or good night regularly even if you don't talk during the day. 3. Letters. Write to them! And don't courier the letter that's hella expensive, send it via normal post. I know it'll take a lot of stamps...

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As the name clearly tells you, I've started my 10th grade at school. It started about a week ago and frankly, I'm so in love with it already. The people are amazing and everyday is filled with laughs and pranks and funny fights. I've known these people for just over a year now but honestly, it seems much longer than that. I'd never trade them for anyone else. As a class, we stand united. We win together, we lose together, we have fun together and at the end of the day, that's what it really is about. Being together. Some people fail to grasp the concept of it.  Most of our junior are tattletales. They tell on every fun thing that happens (well, they're not wrong, some fun things are against the rules, but we'll get to that later) and get the whole class into trouble and I'm here like 'bitch, no. That is gonna get you nowhere.'  I don't mean that you shouldn't cover up a murder, when things gets really nasty, sometimes you need to get a...

That title is taken from Pretty Little Liars and was the essence of the said show. But we all know what happened to them? They didn't have very good lives did they? Have you ever lived in a lie? If you say you haven't, you are either deceiving yourself or you haven't reached to that point yet. Each and every one of us will experience it someday. This post is not really a confessional but rather an observation. Although I do admit I have lied before and it wasn't pretty. I didn't get caught in it but it left me feeling guilty af and my mind was just exhausted.  Just imagine one day you're all alone with nothing to do and suddenly something spectacular and amazing happens but it only lasts for a couple of days. Only you know what happened, no one else has a clue. Now you can do two things. First, to cherish it and go back to your normal life or second, which is the more dangerous and nasty way, is to start building up on that event in your head. You'l...

Let's just get this done. I have Math Syllabus to start and complete for my final that's in 2 days.  1. MY NEW PHONE Will tbh, I haven't started using it yet. I'll use it after my finals are done. But I did start it up and check if it worked alright and it was frankly awesomesauce. I bought the Gionee Marathon M5 Lite for Rs 12K which is like 170 USD or something and it has a 3GB RAM, 32GB internal memory, SD card slot for upto 128GB, Res 1080x1920, HD recording, 8MP rear and 5MP front camera. And it's golden. Like what more can you ask for in such a reasonable price? 2. (Book) The Notebook Yep. I finally read it. (HOW FREAKING LATE RIGHT?) I don't need to explain this other than it did inspire the post "Pages Of Our Lives" and it took me like 5 hours to read it. 3. (Book) Binge It's the autobiography thing by Tyler Oakley (He slayssss btw) and it was one of the most fun books ever. It's not exactly insightful or anything but it...